Sunday, December 5, 2010

back talk

What would possess a slave male to back talk its Superior Female counterpart?  Any Superior Woman for that matter?  This piece of shit did just that the other day and it didn't even realize it had done that until it was being reprimanded, scolded, put in its place and assigned this blog entry as a punishment.  It should never matter how far into subspace a slave is, it should have the mental capacity to know that it is not its place to back talk, especially when it is being given a compliment by a Mistress.  Unfortunately, this one is guilty of such.  In a conversation with a Superior Woman the other night i was given the compliment that i was "sweet", which any slave male should be happy to receive.  But instead of replying "Thank You, Mistress" this pathetic piece of shit said: 'i don't want to be sweet... i want to be a groveling lowlife piece of shit".  There are so many "WRONGS" with that reply to number.  This one WAS in a deep subspace at the time so i will admit, the compliment threw me off and my reaction was more of an impulse, but that is still no excuse.  i should have never responded like that.  i believe a slave should have the mental capacity to reference where and who it is at all times, not act on impulses, but to take a second and think about what its Superior would want.  How She would expect one to reply to Her, or obey an order from Her or even please Her without a direct command.  This all ties in with one simply being mindful of one's place in the order of things.  i am inferior to a Woman and i should accept any and all declarations they make about me, especially a compliment.  Do i feel shame in what i have done.  Yes i do.  Until that point i had been on good terms with this Mistress.  She had been pleased with my behavior.  That instantly changed with that response to that compliment.  i will be honest however.  i gained so much respect for Her with Her instant correction.  She was so fast and struck like a cobra with Her lecture about my "place" and "how i am supposed to speak to a Superior Woman".  Back pedaling was not what i did.  i listened and took it like a slave should, replying with "yes Goddess" after "yes Goddess."  After all, She was right.  She is ALWAYS right for that matter, but this was the first time i was exposed to Her demeanor as a disappointed Mistress.  i can't imagine what would have happened had i been in front of Her.  i know i would regret ever back talking Her.  i do regret it anyway, but i mean REALLY regret it.  With one's face being slapped or one's ass being turned the rosiest of reds.  i really don't know what She would have done.  i do hope She tells me, because i would like to know what i face for stepping out of line should i ever have the pleasure of kneeling before Her in servitude.  Ah, servitude to a Mistress as sharp and strict as this is an amazing and exciting idea.  i do seek such from an Owner.  i feel more at home when the Mistress is not passive aggressive, but rather strict, to the point, unwavering and all knowing of Her complete Superiority.  These are the most attractive qualities in a Mistress.  The Mistress i back talked to obviously has these qualities.  She is very experienced in Female Supremacy and male inferiority.  Having Her put me directly in my place the other night, and to inflict instant punishment upon me, makes me tremble with submission.  i had until midnight tonight to complete this punishment entry but here i get up at 7 am to start writing to try and please Her and get back in Her good graces.  Which is what a male slave SHOULD do.  There are so many of us, and so many of them.  Meaning slave men to Dominant Women ratio.  in reality i feel all Women are 'Dominant" they just probably haven't accepted this because of upbringing or societal views.  But perhaps one day more of them will make their presence known, and more of us slave men with have real direction and purpose in life.  It isn't a pipe dream, it can become reality.  A word of warning however.  Don't back talk a Superior Woman ever.  you may end up doing or experiencing something worse than a writing assignment.  you may experience that She isn't your Mistress anymore.

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